sigh..

I can't help it if I'm too childish for you.. Maybe I shun even hold on to this thought anymore.. Maybe I shun even have started to have feelings for you.. Maybe our paths will never cross.. But my heart tells me otherwise.. Can I listen to my heart and not my mind? I don't know.. I'm just being an idiot if I let myself to wallow in my current state.. But I don't know how to change!! I know I shouldn't change just for you that's why I'm hoping you would accept the me that I present to you. But do consider that people will grow old and change, I might be a different me 10, 20 years down the road, the childish me will disappear. It might be that you have the missing pieces to fill in the gaps of level-headedness that my childishness creates, it might be that your seriousness complements my bo-chupness over things. Please, if by any chance you read this. All that I've said is from the bottom of my heart, and even if things don't come to pass.. I pray to God that you will always be happy, full of laughter and smiles until you breathe your last.

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