I just feel that we are heading in a positive direction but as to what the end will be I have completely no idea. I don't want to hurt her more than she hurting me. Maybe I'm just afraid of the result. Maybe I don't wish to see the result. More or less, I like the current situation. Us encouraging and supporting each other. Joking and gossiping with each other. Sharing weal and woe. I really treasure this friendship, something which I know will fade away if either of us gets attached/married. It seems that what I'm feeling is just the fear of losing this good friend. But do I really want to keep her close to me forever? Should I even be doing that?
Somehow I just wish things would just lay out before me but I know God has a plan for her and a plan for me. If this 2 plans do intersect, they will, if they run parallel, they will forever not meet. I can put my faith in God totally for I know He has brought me through so much and only He knows what the best for me. I just have to be patient and wait. He has been faithful and so I'll be.
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